Through the cracks in my heart
The light of the cosmos enters
Though the light of my heart
I return to oneness, wholeness,
& love
I am unravelling
I am unravelling from a lifetime of lies & misalignment
Of conditioning
Of conforming
Of people pleasing
Of trying to fit into a world that I was never meant to be apart of
Born into this world by the hands of fear
My own birth in a place where sick people go
The matrix already had a hold of me
Within the hands of a man with plastic gloves welcoming me into this world of fear
Where women had forgotten the power to not only create life but to birth it
A world that sucked the life force out of me
That severed me from the power of womb
From the blood of life
From the feminine
From the mother beneath my feet
As I worshipped a man in the sky
A world where I was thought suffering and pain was just how it was
That I must get up every day and go somewhere that I did not want to go
To school, to un-i-form
That is to be like everyone else
Stripping me of me
Of my authenticity
Where my soul gifts &psychic powers were not nurtured or honoured
Where the stamp of the matrix was given out
Setting me up for a life tied to this world of suffering
At 5 years of age crying at the injustice of it all
A deep knowing
It didn’t need to be like this
As an adult dreading the days of returning to work
Suffering 5 days a week
To break loose 2 days a week
While drowning the dread of this cycle in pools of alcohol
Numbing numbing numbing
This existence
Sleepless nights
My intuition screaming at me
Stop this madness
There is another world available to you
Free from this pain and suffering
My body failing me now
Unable to be of this world for a day longer
So I entered
This otherworld
On this earth
That was here all along
That of freedom, justice, love, joy, bliss, creativity & fun
Where the dream gets to be lived out each and every day
My life being one big holiday that I no longer need to escape from
Where the power of my womb is truly embraced & honoured
But the unravelling continues
From lifetimes of conforming
That lives within my cells
Exhaustion as I unlearn &shed
Rebirthing myself to ME
I am not here to be like everyone else
To conform
I am choosing to create heaven here on Earth
To be my most aligned truest self
Crashing Waves
Kneeling faintly at the footsteps of the deep initiations
That crash like waves over me again and again and again
I deeply bow & surrender
And I say thank you
Thank you for pulling me into truth
The truth that dissolves all shadows
Deep into my inner well of knowing
That I called you in
Every single one of you
Cracking me open
Into the utter destruction that is the awakening path
For change is my natural state
Like a caterpillar morphing into the butterfly
The beast becoming the beauty
Crawling out of the shell of my ancestral pains & deep untruths
For the bud to become the Rose
Through the crashing waves I rebirth myself again & again & again
A million thousand pieces I lie on the womb of the ocean floor
Calling all parts of my higher self back into my body to be become whole & holy once again
Chaos, heartbreak, pain & love
I say thank you
For reminding me of why I came here
For my soul to expand & stretch beyond all limitations
A promise I made to myself eons ago
To return here now
In the midst of this Golden Age
To reclaim The Way of Love
To remember the mysteries of the Rose
Grounded in peace
Heart wide open
Kneeling at the footsteps of these crashing waves
I trust
From the ecstasy to the agony
To the joy to the grief
The bloom to the fall
That life is happening for me not to me
For the pain is the portal to my souls liberation
And I am no longer afraid of these crashing waves
River of Grief
The river of grief washing over me
Pulling me into the depths of her
Calling me deeper into the unseen waters of my soul
Of my subconscious
Such pain that dwells there
That feeling of the heart collapsing in
Where death almost feels close
The river of grief that feels never ending
Oceans of tears releasing now
Grief
My dearest friend
That which shows me the way
The way of release and surrender
The grief that beckons me
That’s stops me in my tracks
Please see me
Please witness me
It is safe
Now is the time
Lifetimes of grief
Now being released
Seven generations of ancestral pain
Now safe to be seen
Grieve Dear one
Now is the time
Now it is safe
May all that is unforgiven in you be forgiven
May all that is hurt within you see the light of the sun
May your judgments be released into the earth beneath you
May the love that you are be remembered & reclaimed
For we are simply here to birth love
into this world
So may we remember what we came here to do
To be LOVE
To show love
To be wrapped, cocooned
and cloaked in love
To allow love to conquer all
Love is not something you find in another
Love is not something you fall into
Love is not conditional
Love has no expectations
Love is not something you fall out of
or dies or that you can ever loose
Love is state of being
It’s your natural state
Where you are, love is
And where love is, you are
Because you are love
You were always love
Love is something that you step into and remember & this step resides at the door way to your own heart
Bean na Talamh
Fréamhaithe
Fréamhaithe ar an Talamh Naofa Seo
Seasamh mo Talamh Naofa
Ar thóir na Fírinne
Cuimhneamh ar an Gaois den Talamh agus na Sinsear
Is mise Bean
Is mise Cumhacht
Is mise Saoirse
Is mise Grà
IS MISE
Woman of the land
Rooted
Rooted on this Sacred Land
Standing my Sacred Ground
Seeking the Truth
Remembering the Wisdom of the Land & the Ancestors
I am Woman
I am Power
I am Freedon
I am Love
I AM
Can you love yourself in the imperfection. ..
Can you love yourself while in the depths of heart wrenching heart break
Can you learn to love the darkness within you?
Perhaps we haven’t reached enlightenment yet
Or we are not fully ‘healed’ from that which has hurt us
Perhaps we’re not always present in our lives
Perhaps we’re not always ‘getting it right’
Perhaps we haven’t manifested our dream life yet
Or are not making the right decisions but can we
Learn to truly LOVE ourselves anyways
Can we learn to love ourselves unconditionally..
Can we stop judging our healing, our journey & our path..
Because surely the real journey we are on here on this earth plane is to find LOVE
To be LOVE
To remember we are LOVE
To return again and again and again to LOVE which is our natural state
May each and every day from now forth penetrate you with more unconditional love
For yourself. For one another. For this wonderful life
Single you say…
I am in a relationship with life itself
With my ancient soul & heart
Remembering & reclaiming my oneness to source
With the magic, adventure & spontaneity that, that brings
The freedom & orgasmic pleasure of dancing with the uncertainty
Where all possibilities lie
Nature is my partner
The trees to ground me
To give me air on the days where I cannot breath
The birds who sing to me
The sacred waters that caress & purify my body
The earth beneath me to hold me always
The sun to kiss me & warm my soul
The mountains to remind me of the warrior within
And that I am everything that I need in the world
Nature, Gaia, Mother Earth..Always there waiting for me with unconditional love & holding
For in the dephts of my heart, I know this to be true
That I have experienced some of the most blissful orgasmic true love moments with an Anam Cara that a relationship or marriage cannot guarantee or may never bring
The electric sparks of true love presence with someone is beyond the labels of relationship
Soulful intimate moments with my own soulWithin my own divine inner union, to realise I am my own soul mate
Living an authentic life that is true to me where I choose and I decide my own path to peace and happiness & joy
This is what it is to be ‘single’ for me
