A blessing for Tarian

May you be Love 

May you feel Love 

May you remember you are Love 

That you were created from Love itself 

May Love always guide you & lead The Way 

May Love help you overcome all fears & doubts 

May Love allow you to be your most Authentic Vulnerable Wild Self 

For the world needs you Raw and Open to Love itself

May Love walk along side you always

as you navigate this courageous human journey

On the days of harshness & loneliness

May Love find a Home in you 

In times of worry and despair may Love wrap,

Caress & cocoon you in its Embrace 

Through the eyes of the Soul may see the Love

in all the Beings around you 

And May you mirror back to them their love

Their divine origins  

May you birth more love into this world 

Through the portal of your Sacred Heart 

For you Dear Child were birthed through the Love canal itself

May you feel the love from the Divine each and every day

Tarian may you always always remember

you are LOVE and how loved you truly are. 

Safe

Calming the egoic mind 

Quietening the whispers 

That was created perhaps 

To keep me safe

Trying to be kept safe 

In an insane world 

Of pure madness

Of dis-association 

And disconnect 

A world where simply Being 

And loving thyself 

Wasn’t even an option 

Torn apart so was my authentic true- self 

Ripped apart into tiny shards of glass 

Broken on the very grounds of my existence 

My heart so deeply buried 

Behind the wall of protection & pain

Beneath the illusion of separation

Separation from God itself, from Love 

And here I am now 

When the quiet mind is present 

Heart exposed 

Heart and Womb leading the way 

Through this garden of Eden 

That I choose to create 

A life chosen 

Of connection 

Of oneness with all that is 

Again and again 

I choose love over fear 

Choosing love over this conditioned, wounded mind & body 

And through this Garden of Eden 

I hold the hands of all the faces of

My wounded innocent inner child 

That so desperately need to be brought into the

Light of God’s loving embrace 

Letting her know 

Letting them know 

It is now SAFE

The world is now safe 

For her heart to lead the way

For her raw, vulnerable self to Shine.

Peace 

Peace, Suaimhneas, Síocháin

A state we all yearn for 

That we Crave ,

Seek & Search for 

And yet we have forgotten that it is always Here 

In this very moment

Within the depths of our Being 

Within the portal of our Hearts 

For it is our Natural Essence,

Our Natural Vibration & frequency  

But we have forgotten 

We have hid away from it 

Distracted & Numbed ourselves from it

And sought it externally 

Running from our own Silence 

Where Peace Dwells 

Ever Present 

We have simply forgotten that Peace is not

Determined by having calm in our world 

Peace is Being the Calm within the storm 

Peace is knowing there is no 

Good or Bad

Wrong or Right 

You against me

Us against Them

Peace is seeing the Grace in our suffering 

For suffering is the vehicle for Great Awakening 

For Suffering cracks our hearts open to greater Love 

For ‘the wounds are where the light can enter’ 

Peace detaches us from so called problems & struggles 

As peace knows as one problem dissolves another one arrises 

So Peace is the blue sky within a cloudy day 

Peace is knowing that nothing happens 

That is not meant to happen

That everything is here for our Evolution 

And the greater whole 

Like the caterpillar that destructs to transform into a butterfly

Things on this Earth will become more dysfunctional 

As the new Peace Consciousness arrises  

So we must be the Peace

During this transformational time on Planet Earth

For this is why we have come

To fully awaken to our Natural Origin

Which is PEACE

Peace is LOVE 

Peace is Calm 

Peace is Truth

Peace is Eternal & Ever Present 

And always within the depths our Hearts xxx 

A poem for my Beloved

Thank you

Thank you for Loving Me

Thank you for loving me from afar

For in the ethers I already feel your loving embrace

Thank you for loving me when I could not Love myself

Thank you for seeing me when my eyes

Were blind to my own truth

Thank you for Anointing me with your Love

Allowing me to finally feel worthy of you

As you circle me

Your loving Gaze

Penetrates me

For your love knows no bounds

And brings me home to you , to God

For so long my heart has yearned for you

Prayed for you

For a deep remembrance is held within

My sacred heart of Divine Union

That was always destined to be with you

And for that My beloved I will wait patiently

A love truly worth waiting lifetime’s for

And It’s only taken a lifetime

A lifetime for me to open my heart & soul to your embrace

And once we meet dear one

I will never take our Love for granted

For you are my answered prayer

You are the father of Oisín

You are the one him & I have been waiting for

My beloved

I love you from afar

I support you from afar

For our hearts are already as one

Within God’s loving embrace

Formless

I am beyond labels

I am beyond titles

I am beyond roles, jobs & any identity

That has been placed upon me

That I have placed upon myself 

For no word can describe the very Truth of my Existence 

For it cannot be described but only felt 

Felt within the still, present moment of nothingness 

When the identification with the external form melts away

For that is where I dwell 

In the empty space

Of true being-ness 

That I am presence 

That has existed since the beginning of time itself 

Awareness

Awareness of my oneness with all that is 

Of my eternal soul

Of my true origins 

Which is light 

Which is pure Conscious Awareness 

A Divine mirror of God I am & you are 

A fractal of the Universe 

In the stillness 

Formless

Presence 

Is where you will find me 

Not above, not below  but equal to al beings on this Earth.

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Re-Birth 

Like a new born child 

I arise from the Womb of Creation

Delicate, Soft, Vulnerable , Exposed 

Unsure 

Unsure of this world 

And how to be of it 

Taking one deep breath after another 

I surrender

To the path of Re-Birth 

One step infront of the other

As I learn how to be of this World 

Slowness , Softness 

& Resting like a new born 

I peak out into this world briefly 

Slowly& Gently 

To descend back into the nurturing embrace

Of the Mother again & again 

Drinking in the sacred elixir of Love 

From the Mother 

That will Rebirth me into the Divine Human 

That I came here to be.

Wintering

Like the hedgehog

I retreat

 Into the darkness of the winter

Stripping back 

Stepping back 

From the loud Chaotic World 

Softness & Darkness 

Leading the Way Home 

To my internal world of Magic

A flicker of the candle flame

Ignites my Ancient Soul

& nurses my Sacred Heart 

After a year full of Growth..Love & Heartbreak 

Light & Dark 

Like all of nature the body needs retreat

Switching off 

Turning off 

Silent Mode 

Allowing the Magic of the past cycle

to land fully into the very dephts of my Being

 Allowing the Cailleach to sweep away all that needs to be shed

All that needs to Die away

Allowing the soft still darkness to envelop me

To cocoon my body & soul into presence 

Into love

Like the Hedgehog

I retreat

To be reborn Anew

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anam cara

When the darkness descends
I sense it
I feel it the most
This hungry ache
This innate desire to connect with another
Within the cruxes of my heart
I long
For my Anam Cara

And within the grief
I surrender
As god forces me too
For in front of me
Dwells no other of flesh & bone
So I face the mirror of my own reflection
Of my own soul
That is tethered, cracked & fragmented

Longing for its way home
It cry’s out to me within this darkness
To settle
To root into the very depths of my own soul
Gathering itself back from the lost parts
of the cosmos that it was shunned to long ago

Hello it whispers
I am here
I am whole
With presence & stillness
I return
To you
And to God
For the kingdom of heaven is within me
And your sacred heart is the gateway

Dear child
Remember you need not seek outside of yourself for your Anam Cara
For this dwells within you
It is has always dwelled within you
Within the crux of your own heart
Within the seat of your own soul
You must remember & re-awaken

Within the dark, grief stricken sense of disconnection you must come home
You must lean into the cracked wounded parts of yourself that need so deeply the love of the Anam Cara
For the sense of disconnection is simply an illusion
Painted on you
Forced onto you
In times of pain
What is truth..
What is reality..
Is your innate connection to source
To love
To your own soul
To your own Anam Cara

Dear one
Let the darkness
Envelope you
Cocoon you
And cloak you with love
So you can become your own dearest
And beloved Anam Cara